Our Friend in Need.

[MikeT]

I apologise if, as you read me, this comes across as callous and selfish:

But in all my arrogance; I do believe I know what I’m doing.

Mate,
I don't think any less of you at all for what you are doing.

I must also to a degree apologise to you, for being so hard on you.

As a person that has written a few posts on depression and the like, I can understand what you are going through.

I just hate to see a guy like you, need to be in this situation, it's just awful.

However, if this is what you want to do, I have nothing more to say on the matter.

[Trauma Fried Brains]

Mate,

I must also to a degree apologise to you, for being so hard on you.

That’s OK Mike; I know I’m upsetting to read.

[RebelliousVanilla]

Overdosing isn't that fun or easy. At least this isn't what I thought when I was having convulsions on the cold tiles and my whole body was shaking while I was feeling my heart pounding against my chest. It depends on what you overdose on, but heh. Right now I'm depressed so bleh.

[Incognito]

I'm with Travis...if you're going to do it no matter what, then for God's sake make it count for something. You haven't contacted the press...any form of media (that I know of) other than this website. Why aren't you working on getting the word out? Why not post a set of "before" and "during" pics on the internet (before your hunger strike, and what you look like right now?)- along with some details about why you're doing this? While you're at it, it would help men's rights greatly if you would post the names of the authorities/psychologists who are allowing you to kill yourself. These people ought to be publicly named and shamed.....what is it with society treating men's lives as if they are expendable?

[Incognito]

Overdosing isn't that fun or easy. At least this isn't what I thought when I was having convulsions on the cold tiles and my whole body was shaking while I was feeling my heart pounding against my chest. It depends on what you overdose on, but heh. Right now I'm depressed so bleh.

Agreed. TFB thinks opiate overdose is the way to go. Tell that to a man I know who is now basically a vegetable. He tried to off himself with a heroin overdose but he lived through it (was in a coma for days)...when he came to, he was just a shell. His body moves, he breathes, he can even walk (with help) but he cannot think, he cannot speak, and his brain is pretty much gone.. and he's only 24. He couldn't kill himself now if he still wanted to. His brain is so damaged he cannot formulate a plan and his body, even if he could formulate a plan, could not carry it out. He's going to live this way for the rest of his life.

Still sound sweet, TFB? I guarantee you, it isn't.

[outdoors]

Overdosing isn't that fun or easy. At least this isn't what I thought when I was having convulsions on the cold tiles and my whole body was shaking while I was feeling my heart pounding against my chest. It depends on what you overdose on, but heh. Right now I'm depressed so bleh.

next time try morphine--i am actually surprised i survived the week-dangerous shit

[Trauma Fried Brains]

I'm with Travis...if you're going to do it no matter what, then for God's sake make it count for something. You haven't contacted the press...any form of media (that I know of) other than this website. Why aren't you working on getting the word out? Why not post a set of "before" and "during" pics on the internet (before your hunger strike, and what you look like right now?)- along with some details about why you're doing this? While you're at it, it would help men's rights greatly if you would post the names of the authorities/psychologists who are allowing you to kill yourself. These people ought to be publicly named and shamed.....what is it with society treating men's lives as if they are expendable?

'...for God's sake make it count for something'.


I doubt it will count for much more than zip.

If I could produce an argument, then why haven’t I produced one in 8 years?

Why cant I show you what I've produced?

The user name says it all really.


I know what I can do alone – nothing.

The worst case senairio?

Ive already excepted it.


‘make sure it counts’? Excellent advice.

But it’s not me that needed to understand this.

[Celtic Druid]

I doubt it will count for much more than zip.

You've acknowledged the futility of the dark path you have embarked upon. Good.

[Trauma Fried Brains]

You've acknowledged the futility of the dark path you have embarked upon. Good.

Well CD; not how you seem to see it I’m afraid.

I always knew of the potential near futility, of a solo protest with my dwindling capabilities alone.

But even in a worst case scenario (WCS), it won’t be absolutely futile, there would still be something. Even if it’s virtually ineffective, there would still be some effect.

For me, that makes a lot of sense; once I passed the point of desperately needing to die for its own sake, some years ago. The protest and starving are separate and consequential to that death wish in my understanding. I think a lot of people don’t fully grasp this, judging for many comments on this string.

Me acknowledging that, ‘I doubt it will count for much more than zip...’ is me seeing the WCS becoming an increasing probability – a likeliest one even. OK I haven’t done much of a job to even promote my case for a protest to a single person here; that is one of my basic problems right now, I know – it’s not a controlled attitude.

But you see; all this doesn’t detract from the completely separate reasons that make existence too toxic to live in, so to say. Within that existence, the best I can do is not waste my death to the best of my abilities.

That’s all this is about from me here; I can’t do much else, the way I see things CD. If it’s going to be the WCS; then it might be emotionally taxing to all, but still reason to do that, than the quite anonymous alternative.


Does this help in seeing what you think I’m about?

[bababob]

Bhai - Aame tumne chayeh chhe!

Dyaan rakhoo!

[Trauma Fried Brains]

Shit; Hindi as well Bob? You got me by the balls on this.

I am working on explaining myself, and I know my mostly incoherent comments on this string don’t do it well so far; but I am working on it as best I can.

[Celtic Druid]

Does this help in seeing what you think I’m about?

Yes, I believe so.

Maybe the futility lies in trying to intervene?

[RebelliousVanilla]

TERA... Well, I can't say that my short term memory is any good anymore. I don't remember to who I talk about certain things, even though I know I talked about them with something and a friend told me that his birthday is the next day and I told him I will email him something nice... And I forgot. But it's getting better lately. What irks me is people who really don't understand or at least try to.

TFB, unless you alert the press, nobody besides us will know. And YOU have to do this. It's pretty pointless if we do it, especially after you die. Why would they care anyway? At least if you'd still be alive, they'd have a story and maybe pose as saviors if you quit.

[genisis]

I have spoken to TFB for several hours, i know that he is pissed of and i understand his frustration.

Several Weeks ago i was arrested on false allegations, as a consequence of this i to went on HUNGER STRIKE". I have come of it now, but i can assure you i did get people to sit up and take notice!

TFB knows the consequences of a hunger strike" he is a intelligent MAN. He's like me in some ways "sick of the athourites not taking any notice of the problems men face in this once Great Britain".

Some people will say oh not genisis, but let me assure i'm not mentally ill' i have had a assesment done.

I do not post much on here as i think it lets the FEMINAZI see our frustration and i dont want them to glorify over it!

Allthough i haven't known TFB very long, i have not got involved in his personal life, or reported him for going on hunger strike' "THAT'S HIS CHOICE!

I WISH MORE PEOPLE WOULD HELP EACH OTHER" I HAVE HAD SIX YEARS OF CONSTANT HARASSMENT TO DEAL WITH BY MYSELF!!
If MANKIND wants to stop feminism the only way forward is to take steps by standing up and saying no more of this crap" LETS UNITE AND BE A FORMIDABLE FORCE!!

If i can help TFB i will, i call him a friend!

[Incognito]

TERA... Well, I can't say that my short term memory is any good anymore. I don't remember to who I talk about certain things, even though I know I talked about them with something and a friend told me that his birthday is the next day and I told him I will email him something nice... And I forgot. But it's getting better lately. What irks me is people who really don't understand or at least try to.

TFB, unless you alert the press, nobody besides us will know. And YOU have to do this. It's pretty pointless if we do it, especially after you die. Why would they care anyway? At least if you'd still be alive, they'd have a story and maybe pose as saviors if you quit.

I can relate, RV. Took an overdose myself at age 16 but lived through it. Wasn't a fun stay in the hospital, however. And though I've often thought I'm glad I didn't die, I wasn't done trying, apparently. I spent the next 20+ years killing myself more slowly with drugs, alcohol, dangerous people and dangerous situations. Accidentally O.D.'d on meth-amphetamine and I believe I nearly died from that, ...but lived through of it. Not sure how, looking back. I swallowed a gram and a half of meth on an empty stomach. I didn't know how much I was ingesting. A short while later became feverish and sick, my heart was beating erratically, and I was completely unable to move...I asked my boyfriend to take me to the hospital but he would not. He said we'd get into trouble. I didn't care. I knew something was horribly wrong. I became unconscious and stayed that way for almost 24 hours. No one called for an ambulance. There were many people in my house...but they were too busy getting high and too worried about getting into trouble with the law to bother with me. I wonder if anyone even checked to see if I was breathing..

Thinking about stuff like that is...well....I'm just so glad that's all in the past.

My short term memory is definitely not what it used to be. The sad part is, I know I've lost some brain function/capacity but cannot be certain exactly how much. I know it's significant, and I know the effects in some areas...but exactly how much, and in all areas, and how it's affected my potential...I do not know. Maybe it's better that way. I try not to dwell on it too much. It would be far too easy to become depressed.