I am back even stronger than before

**julie** · 26th-November-2011

The metaphor "The Black Dog" is something you hear now and then on this site and when I first heard it, I was confused and tried hard to work out what it was. After a couple of years I can proudly say, "It means anything that attacks you" and I am often attacked by knowledge, by learning and by experiences. Heck, sometimes, well, more than sometimes I am attacked from people that I am supposed to be soldiering beside.

I would love for experienced people to come online and teach me and others who are interested how to work smart rather than hard cause they walked ahead of me and succeeded. But at this stage I have not connected with them and can only keep trying until I do.

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Anyways, I am focused again and even stronger and smarter than before.

I KNOW who my enemy is and I am starting to KNOW them by name.

I KNOW where they gained their power from and I KNOW their weakness.

I KNOW what I can do to change things.

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Unfortunately, I also KNOW what I need to do is going to be 'Hard work' but even though in myself I complain, I will probably do this. (More than probable by past experiences)

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I don't need a comment.... I also KNOW who my friends are. (I also know the price they pay to be my friend, lol)

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I'm back.

**julie** · 26th-November-2011

Fortunately for everyone else - I am over busy, till perhaps June 2012.

I reckon things will be way different by then and I look forward to be in learning online mode once again.

**James Huff** · 26th-November-2011

Good Luck with that, don't stop learning...and remember you have allies in unexpected places.

**Percy** · 26th-November-2011

Give me a call before Christmas, Jools. Just to catch up.

**outdoors** · 26th-November-2011

Julie-It would be good for you to you-tube a vid of your work if possible.

**Marx** · 26th-November-2011

Good form, ol' chick!

**RobYork** · 26th-November-2011

Quote from outdoors

Julie-It would be good for you to you-tube a vid of your work if possible.

Yes, indeed, it would be great if AM could make a YouTube video, featuring some of it`s posters.

**Yan Yan** · 26th-November-2011

Hmmmm! Hope we eased your metamorphosis a little! Your supporters are still here. Welcome back!

**christianj** · 28th-November-2011

A few of us have battled that dog and came out on top. Good to see Jools..

**julie** · 29th-November-2011

Oh Gosh you guys.you make me a part of you while I expect you to feel different.

I bow my head in shame cause I'm not perfect and lift my head with a big smile cause you make me feel a part of something bigger than myself and alongside you.

Thankyou with heaps of love.